It's a brand new year and sadly this is my first blog entry in so many months.

I had a chance to read my past emails and pseudo-articles and I was surprised to see how angst and loneliness brings out the creativity in you.

Somehow being happy and content tends to smother this trait.

This is not to say that I regret my situation right now, but I do miss lashing out with raw emotions and just letting it all out.

The passion is still there but got kinda lost or is it perhaps diverted to someone else whom I dearly love?

Niways, I do hope to get back the same zeal as before but without losing Ching.

Trala . . . . .